Not to blame anyone , but because I have been growing up with a spoken mandarin family, study at chinese school till my secondary school and all these have made me be good at saying broken english or adept in direct translate from mandarin to english.
However, outside world are realistic. It's look like English is a must and a need. Even you are able to speak and others are able to understand but it always not enough. English sometime..err..not sometime ..english can be a strength in work or a weakness too..haha
I hate to tell the interviewer that :"to be frankly, i dont possess a professional English." But I am really want to learn English, to able to speak fluently, write well.
And now my job is required me to write anything with English only. Write write write...I want to be able to write and speak well...profoundly and badly ....
I have kept finding many way to learn english..listen to my banana friend conversation, no offence ya, im papaya..no worries..I watch movie, reading news, books, grammar book..etc..but my writing still not go into a right way because no one help to correct it when there is mistake so i will never learn up and improve. So i wondering is there any anonymous who stumble across and just share your mercy to read and correct my english on this blog post.
I will just start to write and write. It's my blog..lol
:)
